I always thought about my future and dreamt about it, but I never was right. I don’t have clear ideas about my dreams, then I’ll tell you sure that I won’t say anything that I’m sure. I have lots of likes and dislikes but I can’t have sure decisions. I feel unable to choose a way for my future and that makes me feel unhappy with all that I’m studying now. I always had abilities for art and music, but my parents “convinced” me to take another way for job. I think that they have an old mind. They are fifty and I’m the third soon, which makes me think they don’t have an opened mind.
In my dreams I think that I can contribute new ideologies and new ways to view this life, to change the Capitalism system (because I’m against it) and lots of other things which make stop the humanity development. I think that I can do it through the paintings, but if my parents don’t allow me to study in a Fine Arts academy, I think I’ll waste these ideas. I paint, I play in an orchestra and in a Rock-Metal group, which I really enjoy and I can show my different faces, and I know they are only hobbies, but I feel really different when I’m in front of a painting or another art work. I can read things in the paintings and in the sculptures and I also think that I have a human feeling SO DEVELOPED. I can feel guilty for something that I didn’t do but I don’t help on it, and I won’t talk about the third world because I will start a philosophical debate.
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I think I won’t do any innovative thing and give ways to innovate and develop this society because I have a premonition and I never was the first in think in new things, and I’m sure that all what I said are only teenager’s thoughts which can change any moment, but now I don’t have any clear ideas and I don’t know nothing about my future and how I’ll give back my studies to the society which gave me it…
3 comments:
Hello Aleix, I think that your opinion is very interesting. I would like to recommend you some things which can help you.
If I understand good the text you don’t know what to do in your future.
I believe that your parents are very intelligent and they recommend the better for you. My parents always try to help me with my decisions and they think like your parents.
But, I think that it is your life. Because of that, I think that you will have to study something that you love because perhaps you will have to work all your life in them.
And the life are two days.... :(
Víctor Rosillo.
Hey Serra,there's no reason to give up! I think you're a wonderful person and you're brilliant on your studies as well. So, I'm sure you'll know what you want to do with your life sooner or later, but please don't get setressed about it because maybe you're too nervous now to think about future..you are having enough with your present right now, aren't you?
Stop worring about it, trust in me! You'll see everything clear and you'll chose the best for you;) take it easy, ok?
see you:)
I really appreciate your advices!
You tell me things that I thought, and I hope you are right that I have to follow my own way, but of course, I will need the support from my parents to get my valued future studies!
Thankyou, really grateful for your support ;D
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